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“Why are you obsessed with death?” “No, I am not.” “Well, you are. Because you are not afraid to talk about it.” “Yes, that’s right. I know I am going to die, and so are you. No matter how much I love you, I know you are going to die. Also, It’s symbolic as well, and not actual always.” “What do you mean by symbolic and actual?” “People die actually, and people die symbolically. You’ve not yet thought about how one can die symbolically. That’s all, but now this thought is not going to leave your mind.” “Stop it, please. Why talk about it, even if this is going to happen.” “Not talking about it also not going to stop it. Being immortal is the worst thing that can happen to us.” “I wouldn’t say so.. but still stop. I don’t want to talk now.” .. and then I stopped with a smile, knowing the person was going to die, either before me or after me. Things I did, Things we, in general, do in love will hold no meaning after some time, this is death. Death is not just limited to the hum...

Hey, how are you, how you doing ? need a shoulder, people are booing ? don’t worry they’ll go silent you just don’t get violent its been a while since you’re bearing load, go take rest, oh god. keep calm, it might take some time its life always out of rhyme why try so hard be a bard its been a while since you changed gears go shed some tears. so whats happening you don’t know things are out of way, don’t cry, listen hey! you’ve just missed the focus you’ll find the exact locus its been a while you pushed to keep going just try a bit slowing. what to watch what to do its heavy to carry just don’t worry its been a while since you’re carrying the wagon, go slay the dragon. nothing seems to be working you fail you lose don’t know how much to try you did best, you tried its been a while since you cried go cry. tried everything lost to life you are right its a hard fight and everyone cheated, everyone lied its been a while since a part of you died sacrifice it, let it die.