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Happy Birthday Apurva :)


Everything for You



I was thinking to write a blog for a long time. Actually i joined blogger in 9th class, only to read Amitabh Bacchan's blog and at that time i didn't know that how to write a blog. Even if i could write then the biggest question in front of me was what to write ? Because i was not too good in English (as i'm not now too). And i tried to write but i didn't have any topic or any spirit or anything that inspires me to write. Yes, i wrote some short stories in Hindi in my higher secondary classes. But for me a blog was, y'know, um very difficult. Finally i'm writing my first blog and its for my sister. :)

There is one more person whose blogs i like to read, Preethi Sridhara. My friend from Bangalore whom i met in Delhi during Jenesys Program. Preethi if you are reading this than i want to tell you here is your fan and you inspired me too. 

Today I have something to share. Its a special day for my sister and for me too. Its her birthday. Happy birthday Charu ( that's not a good ending for an article or letter, is it ?)








When I was in 10th or in 11th, i had a thinking in my mind that if i had an elder sister than i'd be so lucky. but i was wrong. I am lucky because i have you. No one can replace you. I love you my dear sister.


I remember when we were at Ubharat beach, it was the first time when you saw the Sea. and you were frightened at that time because of those big waves. Do you remember ?

I remember when everyday i drop you to your school and i was happy to be with you. I was happy to do that ( not because that was a girl's school). 

I remember when i was going to Kolkata to join my college ( NIT Durgapur ) and you asked papa to make a call on my cell phone and than you  asked me to come back. Because i told you that I'll return in December after exams i.e after 5 months. How i can forget to mention that you were crying at that time. Then after that time whenever I and Ayush left the to go to our college or Institute you had tears in your eyes. 

I have a lot to say but now only happy birthday, and best wishes from my side and as the title is Everything for you. 



I found one pic today. Ayush usually say it to you. so I'm adding that here. You not so 'moti' but as it is written here, but "WE ARE YOUR BROTHER'S"




And the last thing " I'm lucky I have kd you". I love you.

( i didn't sleep today and i think now i should go for a morning walk because its too late to sleep :p )
Location: Rajasthan, India

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